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My Murderers

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I accuse of intentional medical malpractice with severe prejudice the following individuals. I also hold personably accountable their employees and co-workers, most of whom botched up the required procedures in regards to my mother’s physical recovery. I want people out there to know who was medically responsible for the previous five years and the absolute nightmares we have endured. DR. TODD KATZMAN for being unable to interpret an X-ray of my mother’s hip and her condition’s severity. His surgery took hours and he had to replace her destroyed right hip after saying that it would take a mere clip to heal it back into place. He had promptly retired when I sought him out. DR. FARBOD ESMAILIAN for failing to stitch properly my mother’s skin graft. She nearly bled to death and required multiple blood transfusions. She was hospitalized for a day because of this. DR. MARTIN BLANCO-ECCLESTON for avoiding and ignoring my mother’s condition along with his colleague, Dr. Karen Khin. When an o
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Goodbye, Hellspawn!

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Dear Papi: I am going to let you both outlive me. Your wish of my suicide being a thing is coming true. DAMNED BE THE DAY YOU FUCKED HER SO I WOULD END UP IN THIS HELL! Fifty years of enduring your sheer, unrepentant evil has been enough for me. I'm gone! Remember the time you had a hissy fit when we tried that pizza restaurant in Chicago but you wanted to eat Chinese? You "punished" us by having Mom and I dig through the garbage bin outside the apartment building until we found the Yellow and White Pages that Mom had tossed out because they'd expired. I remember. But of course, that never happened because you told a judge that you were just a single guy. Remember when you left me to rot at age 15 in that lunatic asylum were the real psychos were the doctors, nurses, and employees? You told me they would "send you to jail" if you bailed me out. And then two of your colleagues said to me that I would've died if I hadn't found a way out on my own. Righ
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My Cousin Miki's (MS) Cursed Life

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Miki's Garden Grove High School Graduation Photo Jose Miguel Sousa Jr. (November 26th, 1953 - April 19th, 1997) was better known from his childhood by the nickname Miki. I never called him anything else during the 34 years that I knew him. He was a part of my life from 1973, the year we first met. My father was off in Spain applying to medical school and as a toddler who had yet to speak, I would crawl around behind Miki, mistakenly thinking that he was my father due to his then thinner physique, his seventies moustache and long dark hair. Miki was amused by this but when my father got the news, he became a bit jealous. Young Miki in the 1950s Miki Sousa was born on November 26th, 1953 in Cuba, the son of my mother's first cousin Miguel Sousa, thus making Miki my third cousin. He was a cheerful and lively kid who grew into a liberal and affectionate adult. My mom was fond of him and everyone agreed that he had a bright future ahead until his parents moved to Garden Grove, Calif
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Happy Birthday, Mandy

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Thank you for being the only woman I have ever loved who bothered to acknowledge my existence. Although we hardly exchanged a full conversation in all the years our families knew each other, I was destined to meet and love your father from a very early age, so you and I would have crossed paths sooner or later. I don't regret the early aughts or the changes I made in my life during that time, done exclusively as a result of my feelings for you. For the first time in decades, I felt like there was a purpose for my being here. It has all been downhill since 2011 up to now. But for a few brief years during my early thirties, you made each day both wonderful and melancholic in nature. I'll always be grateful to you for that, as I was to your father for being in my life over 20 years. Happy Birthday, Mandy.
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Darkness Falls: September to October of 1987

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It's been a few years since Chicago Lakeshore Hospital closed down. I want people to know what went down in there and why it was called a "Hospital of Horrors" for countless generations of children and teenagers who were abused and neglected by everyone from the staff, to medical practitioners, to their own families. My experience was no different, but the kindness and compassion of a select few, including a gentle and soft-spoken NFL linebacker, helped strengthen my resolve to find a way out of there. Darkness Falls                           A chronicle from 10 September to 31 October 1987 Welcome to Hell. Turn BACK and RUN while you still can. Abandon HOPE all ye enter here... although I didn't. There is nothing pretty to see here. It is a journey into the heart of darkness, not unlike Conrad's novel or Coppola's film. You might even call it my version of Dante's Inferno. The move from the city to the suburbs was chaotic. My mother and I were left to do
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